lavender

by Oftener

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released February 13, 2017

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Track Name: lavender
lavender
maybe i'm nervous
but look at her
could you blame me

i could try
try to talk to you
but why would i
make a fool of myself
like that
oh i'm such an ass
Track Name: sore loser
it's a tie
there were no winners this time
you and i
lost
but it's alright
i'm never sore about this type of thing
i swear

oh, i swear

but it's an act
i rehearsed it in my room last night
and i said,
"i'm alright, i'm never sore about this type
of thing"

oh, i swear
Track Name: home remedies
it fills the spaces up
it fills the silence when i can't speak
just breathe
it'll pass again
i'll pass but it never leaves
me

it's not something love can fix
neither plants nor medicine
only i can

wouldn't that be nice?
if i could just will it all away
i bet

if i could hold my breath
long enough to choke to death
maybe that might fix my problem
with it always
coming back again
Track Name: half moon
soft light
spilling through the window
beside my bed
i tried all night
to sleep but it kept me up
to think

what would your life look like
if i never bothered you

would you be better off without me
would everyone else
could i disappear altogether
can't i just be well
half moon

you're my favorite light
when you leave, will you take me too
i'd like all my time
to belong to no one but you

would you be better off without me
would everyone else
could i disappear altogether
can't i just be well
half moon
Track Name: daydreams
maybe it was all in my head
daydreams, or dissociation

i can't tell anymore

most days, i'm just not really there
please don't think it means i don't care

it's not ever your fault